This aint rap...This ain't poetry...This is me...Read if you like, I'm just amazed that I sat down and wrote all this in like 30 minutes..pure vision from my brain onto my pain onto hte paper...
"The Messenger"
I sit, let my visions become real, let myself listen to whats not real,
my eyes roll back into R.E.M.
My flem seeps out of my mouth then,
I grab all that I carry, the choices I've made kinda scare me,
They like dirt on my skin, ones that I absorb but other that I wash off again and again, putting the key in the ignition,
Hear the car rmble as I fumble my crucifix, listen
to the radio switchin to find my Hip-Hop,
Turning hte lights down low, now I know i gotta shift gears
for years been afraid to drive because the windshield aint clear
I press the peddle, don't care if the end of the road is near,
the storm and hail hittin my car, driving straight is startin to get hard,
Hip-Hop music infused in the interior to keep me supiour but not a miss-a-again,
So I listen then, wishin when the sun will come out, when the clouds part like moses did to the sea,
Wish I had a stick to strike the earth to help clear what I see,
I'm goign whereever instinct takes me, breaks me fine,
wakes me, fine, my windshield wipes giving me sudden truth,
my eyes reliefe from squintin through, but these wipers won't last forever too,
left to right, back and forth is what they do, a sword slicing through the water on my glass,
I see the bright lights and horn honk as I pass, looking in the review mirror into the past,
Put my music on blast, use it to make me feel glad, real sad sometimes mad but your beat is there for me to always flow over, let me roll over,
and you listen, that's all you needed to do, with advice given, I realize sittin,
with my wrist on my wheel, kissin yu would be something surreal, you're intangible,
something unreal, something I cant feel so I continue to drive, the rain splatters bangs against my ride,
The thunder booms louder than my bass, I'm faced with nature,
One on one, no one is greater, I gotta slow down before I let him become major, lightnings like a laser taggin my car, electrifying my heart, far from the start,
driving, cutting through the air like a dart, nothing can stop me when I'm driving yard for yard, inches per inches, stress listed, I'm just one of those B*tches, scared
driving afraid of the rain, afraid of the sounds, when I know I reall control what's gon on now, I stop at a red light, skidding through the dark night,
my heart stopped, skipped a beat,
holding my cross thanking God I'm still alive,
pull over to the curb,
turn my music down so it can't be heard, rest my head back,
turn the key and open the door to stand holding a cell in my hand,
What i learned, this drive was a messenger, I can't drive in this weather alone,
I need a passenger so i won't be crashin-the, whip
dialing the numbers real quick, who do I pick,
extension 463, back to the basics someone told me, from there baby steps throguh crazy mess, afraid less cause I know I'm great, yes, made less ready to pay less incase then the blunts blazin, head type cajun, who am I facin,
Woken by my alarm clock, dream seems so real, sweat on my bod, body stiff like a rock,
Wokin up by the sounds of Hip-Hop, lookin at these pictures of my friends and I,
that's love seen inside of all our eyes, these are the life and times, the test and trials,
But I know our style, I know mine, my heads right, key's in my hand, the Sun lights,
all of my grands, kickin back, i'm not ready but I'm steady for what life demands...
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